freaking out.

to be completely honest with all of you i dont know if the massive growth of my blog is weird or not. ive been thinking about it lately and its always in the back of my mind. i feel like everything happens for a reason and theres definitely a reason behind all of this. ive been averaging 1000 new followers every month. i know i want to be immersed in menswear and to be able to both live and grow in NYC. this has ALWAYS been my dream. but sometimes i second guess myself? im not sure why. its truly been hard for me to embrace these thoughts and feelings and i think its going to take me awhile to do so.